knowledge

24 October 2009
I knew,
I knew and did not do anything.
It always happens.
I know.
Something happens and I could yet would not
Do something about it.
I do not allow my self to,do anything.
Only to protect myself from falling.
Yet somehow or another,
I know.
It’s just a feeling I ignore
That inner voice one is condemned with.
But why can’t I be like others and listen to it?
Many think I live life just like no one else,
Carefree, smiley and rambunctious.
Yet on the inside,
I’m not as strong as they believe,in reality its just the opposite
Only to shelter myself from the world with a mask like no other,just to hide the facet that I’m just a regular guy that cries inside.

for realz?

It was just one big lie,to make you mine.

So I can just hurt you once again.

The warning flares have died out,

now we are just running in the dark.

forgive us lord,for our lives,

the ones that you condemn.

Yet our hands still meet,and intertwine.

Is this our moment?

The one that's meant to last,

or just another moment soon to be a flash in the past?

Who knows?

Who cares?

Just hold your breath.

...one...

two...

...three

We kiss

our lips sealed

our chap sticks to exchange.

You know the deal.

Maybe this time its for real...

school

so today ish tuesday,just got accepted to saint peters college in jersey city new jjersey,im a bout to go to lunch to see allie(whoopie(sarcasim)) but i guess ill just be writing more poetry to put up later tonight.(finish later)

Game

I'll tell you how I feel,
this heart to peel
this second hand story to tell.

I'm sinking fast
into the past
of the sorrowful act.
Never to know what truth be told
ever since it's been so cold.

That familiar flame
in the game
is no ones gain
but just another's pain..(to be continued)

Him

"Tell me I'm making a mistake"
the only thing I say to myself in times like these.

When one heart is split into a triangle, yet at the same time is conquered.

I listen to you,and watch you smile.

You tell me your in love, and your glow comes back.

But I fake that famous smile,because it's him.

woooo..not xD

So after a nice long day at school,varing from being told that all the gay guys talk about me,to being told I'm having "gabies" with Tina. xD. Shortly afterward Grace and I went to Wegmans to buy ingredients for the party tommorw. While there we learned that anyone could steal a christmas tree when it is outside the store. *hint,hint* But while inside we were given very odd looks while shopping and speaking in funny accents; and we learned that old people do not want to see "young teenagers" looking at condoms....but doesnt that show we have some responiblilty? O well :)

As soon as we returned the the "Convent" we decorated beyond belief.Pics will be up eventually. But during the visit we learned that many people can fit in a closet,and that truth and dare will be deadly. Well now im off to go bake and clean and bake for tomorrow >-< buh bi!


* quote of the day*
"we are as simple as a unspoken attraction that can not happen"

Oh No ╥ - ╥

Talk to him

they say.

Tell him how you feel

they whisper.

"Go,go!He's leaving"

they say and push me forward.

"Jump before you think,live life,no regret."

The only thought running through my mind.

I stumble and fall

yet he catches me.

We exchange looks,that one common thought comes about.

Our unspoken attraction,that we know can not happen.

Our smiles collide,

Our heart beats rise.

Is this the moment?

Will this dream come true?

~opps~

OK..due to sillyness and frgetvillnes,I forgotr my password and email to my old poetry blog (zebpoetry.blogspot) soooo heres the new one :)
Enjoy!!!<3>^-^)><(^-^<)