"TEXT ME"-E.J.

So I was on my 'venture to find a job..again today,and in doing so I ran into Vena and had a pleasant conversation as we shared some candy,and then it happens. My phone buzzed,twice as usual, I grabbed it thinking, "O,its another text message...". NO IT WAS NOT...Ever since i sent that one letter,I have always been dreading the response,and here it was Flashing and Buzzing in front of me. I stared at the screen,blinked a few times,drew to more intakes of candy,and flipped my phone. "Hey." That was the response? No,of course not, I ran home checked my email,no response from the letter. I stood looking at the "Hey." Thinking something is off,I texted back, "Hi." Few moments passed on by, in which I felt like the world went on faster than usual and there I was stuck. Frozen in time staring at that little blue machine which held my fate,in which I changed quickly. I grabbed the phone I text back without thinking, "I gtg ima have to do something,I rly want to tlk to you,maybe later...btw ignre my email..please..rawr." And I turned off the phone and ever since stare at its black screen screaming "CheckCheck!!" But I will not. We have choices in life,where we are forced to go down certain roads more than others,and I know for fact due to recent advents I'm pushing others away and closeing doors to great oppurtunites, but sometimes it's best to step back and breathe even it means hiding. What I'm getting at is that I could of asked if they read my letter,but I didn't I ignored it, I could tell my true feelings to certain persons of interests but I won't. Most of all I could be myself,butI refuse to let that happen. Choices are a day to day action its up to you as a person to make them because you will be the one with the aftermath,not others,so listen to youheart and forget the rest. Someone once said "memories of the brain fade away,but memories of the heart forever stay."