To be or Not to be.

One of the greatest writers ever know once wrote in one of his plays:

"To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;"

What If we chose not to be? What if we are cowards of misfortune? Just sailors stuck in a mill lake? No one can exactly make up there mind 100% but we can always hope for the best or worst depending upon the subject.

Upon one of my earlier blogs I wrote about one of the "hopeful" relationship I wanted but ended up them choosing someone else, well today was the first time I had talked to them since and what they said just cut me like a knife on a potato. Well they leave for Germany in two days and I couldn't just hold my tongue for a month and hope for the best,that just was not happening. So of course I had to open my big fat mouth and asked them the question if they are official and their answer shocked me. "No." Simple and down to the point,then of course everything came back and I was thinking I still might have a chance...NO again,he is scared to become evolved with him even through he is willing to move to Germany with him. So what does will do but of course build that famouse brick wall and just push away anything. Anyways point of this blog was, when stuck in a position where it comes down to you debating if you should tell someone that you care about so much,a secret, think for a second, "to be or not to be that is the question."